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14 June 2009 @ 09:16 am
Summer 09 is officially coming to a close. No swine flu's gonna change that fact.
Yesterday was a good day. Despite being home by 11PM and not having much vices in my system that day, it was just...GOOD. I'd like to think it summed up my summer--chill, easy, good hits. I spent my entire day with most of the people I wanted to spend it with, my crazy crazy friends who find amusement in karma, buffets, trippy waiters, weight gain, weight loss, old ladies' armpit hair, magicians, retards and Chinese acrobats. I wouldn't have had it any other way. :)
College begins tomorrow!! I don't know how to feel towards that. :))
...I'm sad :(
Yesterday was a good day. Despite being home by 11PM and not having much vices in my system that day, it was just...GOOD. I'd like to think it summed up my summer--chill, easy, good hits. I spent my entire day with most of the people I wanted to spend it with, my crazy crazy friends who find amusement in karma, buffets, trippy waiters, weight gain, weight loss, old ladies' armpit hair, magicians, retards and Chinese acrobats. I wouldn't have had it any other way. :)
College begins tomorrow!! I don't know how to feel towards that. :))
Current Mood: 
happy
happy01 June 2009 @ 01:54 pm
I'm not gonna stop 'til those flashing lights show me something I wanna see. >:(
Current Mood: 
aggravated
aggravated19 May 2009 @ 12:07 pm
I want to go home NOW.
I didn't think I'd be THIS homesick!!
I miss my other family :(
14 14 14 14 daysssss!!!
I didn't think I'd be THIS homesick!!
I miss my other family :(
14 14 14 14 daysssss!!!
11 May 2009 @ 02:35 am
Somehow everything's gonna fall right into place
If we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday
If we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday
08 May 2009 @ 02:18 am
[X] Ice Skating
[ ] Hooters
[ ] EK
[X] Tags
[X] More Belgian beer nights!
[ ] KTV
[X] Catch up on movies and watch my DVDs
[X] L4D
[X] Controooooool!
[ ] Temple
6/10 Pretty good!! :)
[ ] EK
[X] Tags
[X] More Belgian beer nights!
[ ] KTV
[X] Catch up on movies and watch my DVDs
[X] L4D
[X] Controooooool!
[ ] Temple
6/10 Pretty good!! :)
16 April 2009 @ 09:01 pm
FUCK YOU
NOTHING'S GONNA STOP ME. NOTHING.
I WILL HAVE AN EPIC EPIC EPIC TRIP NO MATTER WHAT. NOT EVEN THIS IS GOING TO BRING ME DOWN.
SO SHOVE THOSE RULES DOWN YOUR THROAT CAUSE I DON'T GIVE A SHIT. I WILL FIND A WAY. I ALWAYS DO.
THE FIVE DAYS WE'VE ALL BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO SINCE WE ENTERED HIGH SCHOOL?
IT'S TOMORROW, BITCHES.
I AM SO STOKED YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!!!!!!
NOTHING'S GONNA STOP ME. NOTHING.
I WILL HAVE AN EPIC EPIC EPIC TRIP NO MATTER WHAT. NOT EVEN THIS IS GOING TO BRING ME DOWN.
SO SHOVE THOSE RULES DOWN YOUR THROAT CAUSE I DON'T GIVE A SHIT. I WILL FIND A WAY. I ALWAYS DO.
THE FIVE DAYS WE'VE ALL BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO SINCE WE ENTERED HIGH SCHOOL?
IT'S TOMORROW, BITCHES.
I AM SO STOKED YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!!!!!!
Current Mood: 
REBELLIOUS
REBELLIOUS08 April 2009 @ 04:23 am
It didn't hit me 'til this trip that you really are gone forever...
Sitting on that train with no one beside me hit the spot riiiiiight there, and me dying for a light or a drink with no one to run to just made things that much worse. I saw all the spots we took those insane photos in three years ago and I remember our poses and nasty side comments so damn well. We tried to relive those moments--but it didn't feel as good without you. I'd be lying if I said I've been good the past 4 days cause God knows my emotions have been incredibly unstable. I think it's a side effect of my forcing myself to stay strong too soon. I can only hold it up for so long. I honestly don't know how I'm going to face the beach and keep my head up 24/7. You were always in your element there. I know that every little thing in that godforsaken island's gonna remind me of you. I've accepted that things'll never be the same, I just didn't know it would hurt this bad
Sitting on that train with no one beside me hit the spot riiiiiight there, and me dying for a light or a drink with no one to run to just made things that much worse. I saw all the spots we took those insane photos in three years ago and I remember our poses and nasty side comments so damn well. We tried to relive those moments--but it didn't feel as good without you. I'd be lying if I said I've been good the past 4 days cause God knows my emotions have been incredibly unstable. I think it's a side effect of my forcing myself to stay strong too soon. I can only hold it up for so long. I honestly don't know how I'm going to face the beach and keep my head up 24/7. You were always in your element there. I know that every little thing in that godforsaken island's gonna remind me of you. I've accepted that things'll never be the same, I just didn't know it would hurt this bad
Current Mood: 
sad
sad01 April 2009 @ 06:49 pm
Lets just say...
I'M PRETTY DAMN EXCITED FOR JUNE TO SEPTEMBER =))
Please please please please come for meee :">
I'M PRETTY DAMN EXCITED FOR JUNE TO SEPTEMBER =))
Please please please please come for meee :">
31 March 2009 @ 02:31 pm
Time isn't wasted when you're getting wasted
Woke up today and all I could say is
THAT PARTY LAST NIGHT WAS AWFULLY CRAZY I WISH WE TAPED IT
I DANCED MY ASS OFFAND HAD THIS ONE GIRL COMPLETELY NAKED
DRINK MY BEER AND SMOKE MY WEED BUT MY GOOD FRIENDS IS ALL I NEED
PASS OUT AT 3 WAKE UP AT 10 GO OUT TO EAT AND DO IT AGAIN
Graduation
The BEST friends
Good food
Good DRINKS
Good music
A blocked off club
Good hits
EPIC DAY :) :) :)
Woke up today and all I could say is
THAT PARTY LAST NIGHT WAS AWFULLY CRAZY I WISH WE TAPED IT
I DANCED MY ASS OFF
DRINK MY BEER AND SMOKE MY WEED BUT MY GOOD FRIENDS IS ALL I NEED
PASS OUT AT 3 WAKE UP AT 10 GO OUT TO EAT AND DO IT AGAIN
Graduation
The BEST friends
Good food
Good DRINKS
Good music
A blocked off club
Good hits
EPIC DAY :) :) :)
29 March 2009 @ 10:14 pm
26 March 2009 @ 02:20 am
You might think I'm bulletproof but I'm not
I hate my "insomnia" and being home, it brings the emo shit out every single time. No fail.
I hate my "insomnia" and being home, it brings the emo shit out every single time. No fail.
Current Music: Taylor Swift
23 March 2009 @ 09:32 pm
Come on, willpower! You can control this.
It's bad, it's bad, it's bad
...but damn it feels right.
It's bad, it's bad, it's bad
...but damn it feels right.
11 March 2009 @ 12:45 am
DONE, DONE AND DONE. :)
It couldn't get any better than this!!
It couldn't get any better than this!!
Current Mood: ecstatic
ecstatic25 February 2009 @ 10:34 pm
Up, down, twist, turn, flip, left, right, back, forward, stop.
Current Music: The World Has Its Shine
16 February 2009 @ 10:58 pm
You gotta swim,
Swim for your life.
Swim for the music
That saves you
When you're not so
sure you'll survive.
You gotta swim,
And swim when it hurts.
The whole world is watching,
You haven't come this far
To fall off the earth.
The current will pull you,
Away from your love.
Just keep your head above.
I found a tidal wave
Begging to tear down the dawn.
Memories like bullets,
They fire at me from a gun,
Cracking the armor yeah.
I swim for brighter days
Despite the absence of sun.
Choking on salt water,
I'm not giving in, I swim.
You gotta swim,
For nights that won't end.
Swim for your families,
Your lovers, your sisters,
And brothers, and friends.
Yeah you gotta swim,
For wars without cause.
Swim for the lost politicians,
Who don't see their
greed is a flaw.
The currents will pull us,
Away from our love.
Just keep your head above.
You gotta swim,
Swim in the dark.
There's no shame in drifting,
Feel the tide shifting
And wait for the spark.
Yeah, you gotta swim,
Don't let yourself sink.
Just find the horizon,
I promise you it's not as
far as you think.
The currents will drag us,
away from our love.
Just keep your head above.
Swim for your life.
Swim for the music
That saves you
When you're not so
sure you'll survive.
You gotta swim,
And swim when it hurts.
The whole world is watching,
You haven't come this far
To fall off the earth.
The current will pull you,
Away from your love.
Just keep your head above.
I found a tidal wave
Begging to tear down the dawn.
Memories like bullets,
They fire at me from a gun,
Cracking the armor yeah.
I swim for brighter days
Despite the absence of sun.
Choking on salt water,
I'm not giving in, I swim.
You gotta swim,
For nights that won't end.
Swim for your families,
Your lovers, your sisters,
And brothers, and friends.
Yeah you gotta swim,
For wars without cause.
Swim for the lost politicians,
Who don't see their
greed is a flaw.
The currents will pull us,
Away from our love.
Just keep your head above.
You gotta swim,
Swim in the dark.
There's no shame in drifting,
Feel the tide shifting
And wait for the spark.
Yeah, you gotta swim,
Don't let yourself sink.
Just find the horizon,
I promise you it's not as
far as you think.
The currents will drag us,
away from our love.
Just keep your head above.
Current Music: Jack's Mannequin
10 February 2009 @ 12:07 am
I can start functioning like I used to again. :)
If only my health wasn't so damn unstable. :| Must.Stop.Getting.Sick.
Gotta make the most of these last few days left!!
:)
If only my health wasn't so damn unstable. :| Must.Stop.Getting.Sick.
Gotta make the most of these last few days left!!
:)
Current Mood: 
hopeful
hopeful